*sigh*

[born2bme]

well i haven't updated in a good while. and i guess that's (1) b/c i haven't known what 2 say and (2) cuz i felt like my life wasn't interesting enough to even document. but i just feel moved 2 write 2nyt. and although it shouldn't be long. it should get me back into the flow of things

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hey kay

[anonymous]

hey babe..its mer
i know we really havent talked in awhile but i miss
you kiddo and i just really wanted to say hey.. i tried to post
a comment and it didnt work soo ill try again this one might not
be as long tho. i wanted to tell you that i really understand
about the searching for God. but no matter what i know that God
is watching over you and he loves you NO matter what you do.
i am in the same position as you are...i know that everyone is
sinful and we all hang out with sinners but im sure you hang
out with AWESOME people.. God does give you things and i know he
wnats the best for you..thats why he gave you Trey..to help you with
everything and give you strength and love and something to make you
happy and you are i know you are ive never seen you this glowing
and we really dont even talk anymore.. i know you and i both wish
that it was like the old days of mission trips and our christian
attitudes i mean we were like best Bible friends.. but you are
still that wonderful person that i got to know so well in Panama
you still have the joy and love that God blessed you with and with that
you can do anything...you will be okay becuz God is watching you every
day and giving you everything possible to make you who you are
sooo just dont give up and love everything you have and be thankful
and love God and be who you are and i promise everything will
seem to get easier.. youjust have to have faith and dont blame every
thing on yourself becuz you are a great person and you will always
be a great person. soo don't be a stranger and i lvoe ya chick!
much <3 and God Bless
MeR

Re: hey kay

[born2bme]

Mer Bearrrr! I LOVE YOUUUU! just readin that makes me think of how close we used to be like 2 years after the mission trip. i do miss that. n we could talk a/b pretty much nething. it's not often that friends like that come around...

...but thanks for the words. they're all so true and make me realize what a pessimist i have been in spite of all my blessings.

YOU don't be a stranger either. and keep on smilin, love!

MUAHHH! God Bless!