Good Lord I'm an idiot
You know I should just stop speaking because every time I try to talk to a guy I put my damn foot in my mouth. What's wrong with me? Why is it impossible for me to think before I speak?!?!? I hate being stupid, it's probably the worst thing in the world to be. It's no wonder guys don't like me, hell I wouldn't like me either. Why can't I just act normal in front of guys I like??? I try, trust me I do but it is just impossible. I'm too fucking stupid to carry on a conversation like a normal human being. I always say something dumb or I can't think of anything to say so there are these awkward silences. AHHH it's so frustrating. I'm destined to be single the rest of my damn life.