I swear I'm Bipolar!
Not joking I think I have issues! My mood swings up and down more than a damn roller coster. Today was such a good day, which was really nice because I needed a good day. The crush I am developing on a new guy in my drama class has really been motivating me to get my ass out of bed in the morning and try to look somewhat decent. Today I went to lunch with him and a group of my friends. Oh he is so cute! The rest of the day I just spent genuinely enjoying the company of my new friends. I really feel like I connect with these girls. We are so comfortable around each other it feels like I'm back in Chico with my old friends. It's really great that I can laugh and be silly with them and it's ok. I love to feel like I'm a part of something, like I matter. So yeah I should seek professional help cuz my emotions are out of control but I'm a cheap ass so I think that for now I will just live with it.