"You are my sweetest downfall..."
Ok, this is the last thing I'm doing before I write my two papers for my seminar.
I started writing them...but this song just makes me think a lot.
"Never let your guard down."
My sister had told me that before it had happened.
I told you too...but I don't think you really heard me.
Or maybe you did but didn't want to believe that that could happen.
When I talked to you on the phone, I felt like I was on the phone with myself 3 months earlier.
Same exact feelings
Same exact fears
Same exact wants and needs.
I wanted to tell you that it would be perfectly fine.
Because that's all I wanted to hear.
But you just never know.
Like I keep saying.
I hate, hate, HATE how everything can be perfect
and you can feel so happy about life.
Then...all of a sudden it's ripped away from you
and you feel the worst you've ever felt
and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it.
It's just not fair...
Yet, it just seems like a circle.
Everytime I start to love life again
Whatever made me so happy gets ripped away from me.
...and there's nothing I can do about it.
"...I loved you first."
I started writing them...but this song just makes me think a lot.
"Never let your guard down."
My sister had told me that before it had happened.
I told you too...but I don't think you really heard me.
Or maybe you did but didn't want to believe that that could happen.
When I talked to you on the phone, I felt like I was on the phone with myself 3 months earlier.
Same exact feelings
Same exact fears
Same exact wants and needs.
I wanted to tell you that it would be perfectly fine.
Because that's all I wanted to hear.
But you just never know.
Like I keep saying.
I hate, hate, HATE how everything can be perfect
and you can feel so happy about life.
Then...all of a sudden it's ripped away from you
and you feel the worst you've ever felt
and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it.
It's just not fair...
Yet, it just seems like a circle.
Everytime I start to love life again
Whatever made me so happy gets ripped away from me.
...and there's nothing I can do about it.
"...I loved you first."