Sorry for the way too much damn posting
Hey if you're getting sick of seeing my posts in your friends pages, everyone, then I won't be offended if you remove me... For some reason, I just dont give a damn if people read this or not.
But one thing I just realized, is that I don't know what I'm going to do once I have left academia. When I become a physician and go the hell out into rural America or Africa, who am I going to bond with books over? Damnit damnit damnit!!!! I just realized while writing this research paper that I just really like doing this... even though I keep getting distracted, it's honestly a joy to be writing this dumb thing and I'm excited to go to class and talk about the other book we're reading and see what other people think... God am I going to miss this... Maybe I'll be one of those old pieces of shit that audits classes when I'm older, but that's assuming that I live near a place of higher education in the future. Hmm... what a strange dilemma... eh whatever
I'm going to see Borat tonight - no matter if people come with me or not (which also becomes an open invitation for anyone)
But one thing I just realized, is that I don't know what I'm going to do once I have left academia. When I become a physician and go the hell out into rural America or Africa, who am I going to bond with books over? Damnit damnit damnit!!!! I just realized while writing this research paper that I just really like doing this... even though I keep getting distracted, it's honestly a joy to be writing this dumb thing and I'm excited to go to class and talk about the other book we're reading and see what other people think... God am I going to miss this... Maybe I'll be one of those old pieces of shit that audits classes when I'm older, but that's assuming that I live near a place of higher education in the future. Hmm... what a strange dilemma... eh whatever
I'm going to see Borat tonight - no matter if people come with me or not (which also becomes an open invitation for anyone)