i just dont know anymore..
okay so.. idk what to think..i really dont im SO confused and i dont even know what to be confused about
but...i want...*him* back...or ...something...maybe..im just too confused
like sometimes i dont even care and othertimes it hurts so much i start crying again
and also UGH! i missed my xc meet! i set my alarm for 5am! and i woke up at 10! wtf...so ugh! it wasnt fair...even though i kinda didnt wanna go to it...
i hate this..i hate it so much..i wish i had a friend... like..a best friend....i hate staying in the house..no one invites me anywhere.. i just want someone who'll ask me to do stuff....
but..i dont care...nothing matters anymore...
but...i want...*him* back...or ...something...maybe..im just too confused
like sometimes i dont even care and othertimes it hurts so much i start crying again
and also UGH! i missed my xc meet! i set my alarm for 5am! and i woke up at 10! wtf...so ugh! it wasnt fair...even though i kinda didnt wanna go to it...
i hate this..i hate it so much..i wish i had a friend... like..a best friend....i hate staying in the house..no one invites me anywhere.. i just want someone who'll ask me to do stuff....
but..i dont care...nothing matters anymore...