Well anyways!!!!
Life has been such a drag since Ronald died. But there is nothing I can do to make myself happy. I have tried everything even my new b/f can make me as happy as Ronald did. I have his pic as my screensaver on my phone and everytime I open it I see his wonderful smile it makes me happy but also very sad and lonely. I love that kid still even if he is not here. I am wonerding if his baby is born yet. I am glad that she is naming the baby after him. She seemed like a nice girl eventhough I didn't talk to her. Plus ronald told me he wasn't with her which was a lie I guess. But I am holding nothing against him and I wouldn't hold it against him even is he was alive. So I am currently looking for a job. It is time for me to go back to work. I cant handle spending every waking moment with my daughter. I love her to death but there is only so much you can handle. Marc is no longer aloud to see her and that is becuz he cant take care of her the proper way. So he won't be seeing her till he knows how. Other than that I have been going to Omega and I went to Envy last Sun night. But that is about all I do. SO much fun right???? Well nothing much is new. My mom moved back up here from Fla. And I am excited to see my baby boy again. He is so big and cute now. But I guess that is all for now.