IS IT JUST ME????
Is it just me or is everything just getting harder. I have to get a job and raise up to 100 dollars in less than a week so I can pay for my flag uniform and rifle! And I also have to get 40 dollars for Friday because I need to pay Stefanie and Monica for 2 Nelly Concert tickets! ( which by the fact I dont have) Then I have to deal with my mom and sister always fighting about stupid shit!!!!! Me and Gabby always have to deal with the concequences because my sister tries to start fights with everyone (which gets really annoying) and my mom ignores the world so we cant even talk to her or ask her for things. I GET SO FRUSTRATED!!! Not to mention I promised my boyfriend I was gonna go with him and his family to the movies, and since my mom is in such a bad mood, she isnt letting me go anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO I HAD TO FUCKING CANCEL THE PLANS FOR TODAY AND MAKE MY BOYFRIEND SAD AND ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH AND THATS ANOTHER THING!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WISH I COULD FUCKING DRIVE SO I COULD GO AROUND PLACES AND NOT HAVE TO DEPEND ON ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I START FLAG PRACTICE NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA GO NOW SO I CAN SCREAM IN MY PILLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!