SPEECHLESS
It was about 1:00 in the moring... laying in my bed at the edge... no one home not knowing what time she would be home..... sweat coming down......i'm treambling.....my legs are shaking.......squrming around.... feeling tingly all over... this was an amazing feeling I've never felt before........trying to grab on to the sheets... a pillow......anything!!! It was like i was dreaming..... scared someone would hear my moans and screams...... grabbed a pillow put it over my face. OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH.................MMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYY..........
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!
Last night was CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sure amy caught on to what happen already. Hunny!!!!!!! WOW!!!!!!!!!!!! you have to call me to find out details.
Speechless....... thats all i was..... laying there after it was over not knowing what to say. just took a deep breath..........................and was like DAM!!!!!! He asked me if i was okay.......I would to speechless to talk.................i had no words....... he said maybe he should go....... I said no wait don't leave stay! He goes oh you can talk....... you guys.... like NEO who????????? i'm so over it... i've moved on to BIGGER and BETTER things..... Someone who i've never payed attention to but has like me from the day he saw me 3 years ago. He called me his fantasy..... i said yea well shit completed mine. A person who has the biggest heart and is sooo sweet. Someone who i felt completly comfortable with.. i felt as i knew him forever and he was my best freind. Someone made me feel bueatiful and wanted to make me his queen. Someone who wants to do something with his life and wants to bring me for the ride. I think i could have fun getting to know this person and see where it goes. he already expressed to me how he wants to be with me but knows i just ended a relationship with someone who i care deeply about. And is willing to wait and be patient. I feel good and happy. Yesterday was my first day of work... it was fun... people hung up on me but i did get one appointment. YEA!!!!!
Kay call me for yoga mananna!!! love you guys bye!!!