i hate cellphones!!!
Okay hey everyone... today was like uuuggghhhh!!!!!! It started with me going to school around 12:45 and i called asia but she didnt pick up. dam whore!!!! So then i had Andy walk me over to Neo and i stood there the whole lunch he was talking to me... he was still mad at me. As for i was still mad at him. So then the bell raang for lunch to be over. Then he walked me half way.... and right there i thyought it was over. He goes i can't go through this shit anymore. I go you don't have to. I go you know what if you wanna talk about this then i'll see you after school. So he goes okay. Bye. Like he didn't want to talk to me. So in class i text him and i quote: "Are you going meet me after school to talk about this .. or are we just going to break up?Casue thats what i feel you want."
He responded: "I'm offically going to kill myself! Plz Sabrina you know that kinda talk makes me sad"
I wrote: "it makes you sad or mad? Casue i feel both. I care about you and i don't want it to be over but i don't want you to always be mad at me."
He wrote: "I care about you more than you think that's why its so hard for me, but i'm tired of all the argue"
You guys see how my text got bigger and bigger... hahahahaha. Nah but it didn't end there. After he sent me that text i was happy but cunfused of what to do. So i was with gauri after school and the bell rang and we were in the quad and we saw Neo walk by. So gauri said she would come with me to the lliquor store. i called Neos name and we all went to the liquor including chang. So gauri left... (Neo got mad casue i walked her) oh well gauri comes first!!! So then i go outside and Neos walking away with Chang... So i'm like Neo what the hell???? So he was like whayt???? I was like where are you going he goes to Changs. i was like okay. Chang goes but dogg we can go with her,. It's funny how chang is on my side.... So then we went to Big Times Neo played video games.. (whopped my ass at those games) So then me and Chang are at the tables eating and Neo starts going through my phone... Dam he read some messages.... He got soooo pissed. he just got up and was like it's offically over. Bye Sabrina. My heart went to my feet. I fuckin was like NEo wait. I didn't think i would run after him like that. i didn't run after Nahyen like that. He was like Know i don't want to hear it. get off me. Don't touch me. He looked sooooo hurt. Like he had just seen me with some dude. he was like i can't look at you right now get off of me. And he was like i'll talk to you later. Im so scared for the next time. So he hugged me and kissed me on the check. And walked away with his head down, Chang was shaking his head like dam. I felt so bad. But before we said bye i was like your going to get mad at me for messages but what about all those gurlz in your phone. he was like go through my phone. All the outgoing calls and Dialed calls were to ME.... he was like i don't need to talk to anyone else when i have who i want. And thats when he hugged me. I feel like shit like all i want to do is crawl into bed and never leave. I don't think i'm coming to school tommorrow.