all my life i've waited.....this is true

[boringmetodeath]

wow am i like down today its crazy i just cant get out of it and i dont know why im so sad and down i mean im not mad at anyone or anything its just one of those bad days. i guess i almost feel like i dont have fun anymore. i do the same thing everyday i got to school then band then i come home cause "Im tired" well thats what my mother tells me.

Comments

[anonymous]

Im not commenting to yell at you jen i just want to speak my mind in here. You said you feel like you dont have fun anymore cause you do the same thing everyday, well im one of your friends who drinks guess what its the same thing everyday. You said that Steve is the only one that knows you, which i dont think is true, how long have you been hanging out with him like what half a year? I've been friends with Mikey for my whole life and we still dont completely know eachother. Also i know what you mean when you say your afraid to fight with people, i feel the same way. I feel like, well first off i never let people see me angry which probably isnt the best thing cause then i just keep everything bottled up, but im afraid because people wouldnt like to hear what i have to say. Like i feel like i cant have a serious conversation with you because i dont think you would take me seriously. You shouldnt feel like you dont fit in just because you dont do the same things as other people, you and they people your hanging out with need to except eachother for who they are, not what they do. Personally i just want to destroy myself, what is there to live for? If i dont get them first they will get me.

Bryan Zudick