everything seems perfect....
well today i cut all my hair off. i mean i like it a lot im glad i did. then today jacky came over and we went to steves show. it was ok. they played good but the other bands were bad and i was hungry the whole time. then we left and went to taco bell and steve came over. now im crying dont ask me why i have no idea. like i just started because of the pop ups and i cant stop. i want to write stuff but i dont know how to put it. i mean it cant be steve cause im in love with him but i dont know. i just get stupid like this. its like when it gets to be alittle more than 3 months i freak out. cause like exactly 3 months ago is when me and tim had problems thats weird. i mean he broke my heart and i didnt like him half as much as i do steve. i mean not to sound creepy or anything but i basically gave him my whole heart and i just realized he is my world. i have nothing else which in a way may not be good. like i had no idea who i could talk to but then angela made me realize shes in the same position and im glad ive become friends with her so we chatted and i feel better. micielle was also there to talk to me.to tell you the truth out of this i think im just freaking out over nothing. maybe i love him to much but im not saying that i will love him less just maybe i need to think if i love him this much he must feel the same. wow i havent had one of these journal entrys for about....3 months.but i feel alot better now writing in here and talking to angela shes pretty amazing. well im better now and steve if you read this im not mad at you at all im sorry if you think that i love you with all my poor little heart. i had to just let go of some stuff