Directions...
We were both right and no one had blame, but now I give up on this endless game...
I'm going through it again. I've been questioning my career choice again. Is it because I've never really explored as much I could have in adolescence? Do I lack the confidence to follow through on the things that I start?
Does anyone out there really have all the answers? Is it really all just some time and effort to make things work?
It's a battle between left and right. A battle between assertiveness and inhibition... Am I trying to force out the leader in me that really isn't there? Am I building this castle upon pillars of sand?
Maybe I just don't feel as inspired right now. Everything has it ups and downs and there's no point in giving up so soon, right? Lasting change takes time.
Sorry for being vague. I've just really considered can I really be a great teacher? Can I really make a difference? I've been questioning this since I've started working regularly again. Grant it, I am working with an age group that is difficult to handle already, but it's also an age group I haven't had much experience with me.
The worrying and anxiety...is natural. But how much is too much? I'm just writing to vent this all out I guess...
Here's to finding myself. Here's to finding my smile again...
AND IT'S A THREE DAY WEEKEND! YAY!
I'm going through it again. I've been questioning my career choice again. Is it because I've never really explored as much I could have in adolescence? Do I lack the confidence to follow through on the things that I start?
Does anyone out there really have all the answers? Is it really all just some time and effort to make things work?
It's a battle between left and right. A battle between assertiveness and inhibition... Am I trying to force out the leader in me that really isn't there? Am I building this castle upon pillars of sand?
Maybe I just don't feel as inspired right now. Everything has it ups and downs and there's no point in giving up so soon, right? Lasting change takes time.
Sorry for being vague. I've just really considered can I really be a great teacher? Can I really make a difference? I've been questioning this since I've started working regularly again. Grant it, I am working with an age group that is difficult to handle already, but it's also an age group I haven't had much experience with me.
The worrying and anxiety...is natural. But how much is too much? I'm just writing to vent this all out I guess...
Here's to finding myself. Here's to finding my smile again...
AND IT'S A THREE DAY WEEKEND! YAY!