Oct 17, 2006 20:32
Anonymous confessions at B
I once beat my mother into a coma after learning she did some porn shoot when she was pregnant with me. when she woke up she hugged me and i hated her, i still do. we don't talk about it anymore.
i have several secrets that, if i posted here even anonymously, i'd fear for my life.
I want to save girls. That'd be so nice, if I could save a girl. But I also know that's it's prety sick and wrong, in a sense, to want someone else to be helpless and in danger, and for me to be the only one to help her. But it's still the foundation of wonderful dreams...
I've was a prostitute from the age of 12 until i was 24. I am male.
I have no money. I have only condiments in. Today I ate mustard and I will be evicted in 11 days.
I think i have breast cancer but i'm too scared to be tested. If i was diagnosed i think i'd just die so i get on with my life but it's hard.
i just love the smell and taste of my little sister.
I'm not sure i can hold back for long though lol.
i sure hope someone kills me.
I rose through the ranks of popularity only to find that they were just as self-loathing as the dregs I once knew. Luckily, these kids had alcohol, so we could forget about everything for two nights a week.