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[boringbrickz]

Right now I just feel....unworthy.  Like people shouldn't and probably don't want to talk to me or be around me.  It's weird that something like livejournal even makes me feel lonely sometimes.  With friends I always assume that they aren't talking to me, that they don't want to hang out with me, or that they think I'm annoying.  Argh.  I'm not

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[cassigail]

I feel the same way about my friends. I am really busy so I don't have much time to hang out in the first place (work, school, band), so most of the time I just hang out with my boyfriend. I just feel like this loser who no one else wants to be around. I wish I could help you feel better about the friends situation; I hope it turns up for you.

Counting calories did WONDERS for me. I am on two weight-neutral meds (Wellbutrin and Geodon) and one that can cause weight gain (Trileptal). I ate 1200 calories a day starting in late February, and by early April, I had lost at least 15-20 pounds. I felt so empowered and proud of myself. I continued to count calories for another four months or so, but started losing too much weight. For whatever reason, I am staying at the weight I have been at since April, which is probably a little too thin, but I want to be thin. Maybe you could talk to your primary doctor about how many calories would be suitable for you. When I went to my doctor about it, she advised that I eat 1500 so I eat around there now, sometimes more sometimes less. I have asthma so I have a really hard time being active (though that's no excuse) so counting calories was the next best thing, and it works!

I hope you get to see your boyfriend. :) My boyfriend cheers me up when I am down and makes me feel like I really am worth something.

Anyways, sorry for talking about me. I tend to do that, but only when I'm trying to relate to someone. And you are talking to me! I'd love to listen anytime. :)

[boringbrickz]

Yeah I count calories. I can lose weight very easily if I eat less than 1200 as well.
It's okay to talk about yourself because it does help me relate. I do the same thing for others. Thank you for commenting. :)

[cassigail]

You're welcome. :) I did read somewhere that it is unhealthy to eat less than 1200 calories a day, so do be careful.