two big exams straddling me
Dear Diary,
Today I sat an exam that I studied very hard for. It went horribly wrong.
Afterwards, I bought chocolate and crisps and the enquirer. An hour and a half later I was back in the library to study for tomorrow's exam.
Things that have amused me today
1) the number of people who have "lost it" in the library. I saw a girl crying today. One Yesterday. I don't think I can remember the last time I didn't see someone cry in the library - although that's likely to be down to an attentional bias on my part. I know I bitch and moan - but I would never lose it in public. Although - I did nearly lose it by telling a girl to "get your shit together".
What I learned : other people's non coping makes me feel 10x in control
2) Sitting down to an exam that I've done lots of work for to realise that the cunt (yes, I used that word) of a lecturer has set evil and nasty horrible questions. unnecessarily nasty. EVIL. It wasn't upsetting - just funny. In a laugh or cry sort of way.
3) A girl just did a dance in front of me
4) Realising that I'm so junked up caffeine - I don't know what it's like to come off the stuff
that's it.
today's not been big on amusement and since I spend the vast majority of my time in the library - I have no other news.
unfortunately for you guys (I know that plural is unlikely) this is good procrastination for me. So you're stuck with me bitching about nothing new until next friday - when I can get so drunk I can't move and then sleep for 64 hours before spending a day lying in the sun.
Today I sat an exam that I studied very hard for. It went horribly wrong.
Afterwards, I bought chocolate and crisps and the enquirer. An hour and a half later I was back in the library to study for tomorrow's exam.
Things that have amused me today
1) the number of people who have "lost it" in the library. I saw a girl crying today. One Yesterday. I don't think I can remember the last time I didn't see someone cry in the library - although that's likely to be down to an attentional bias on my part. I know I bitch and moan - but I would never lose it in public. Although - I did nearly lose it by telling a girl to "get your shit together".
What I learned : other people's non coping makes me feel 10x in control
2) Sitting down to an exam that I've done lots of work for to realise that the cunt (yes, I used that word) of a lecturer has set evil and nasty horrible questions. unnecessarily nasty. EVIL. It wasn't upsetting - just funny. In a laugh or cry sort of way.
3) A girl just did a dance in front of me
4) Realising that I'm so junked up caffeine - I don't know what it's like to come off the stuff
that's it.
today's not been big on amusement and since I spend the vast majority of my time in the library - I have no other news.
unfortunately for you guys (I know that plural is unlikely) this is good procrastination for me. So you're stuck with me bitching about nothing new until next friday - when I can get so drunk I can't move and then sleep for 64 hours before spending a day lying in the sun.