update
Dear Diary,
I'm sorry I haven't written in a while.
I've been living in a delicious state of denial. Delicious because at the moment the denial strategy is working. Of course, it won't work forever.
My first exam is April 15th. I'm avoiding thinking about it. I know that it's looming but I refuse to contemplate just how far away April 15th is. So I've been spending all my time in the library drawing up lovely coloured notes with my scented pens. I'm relishing the focus because I'm loving what I'm studying, all because I'm in denial about what the whole exam process will involve.
So instead I just read a lot and write a lot of notes. It's exactly what I'd be doing anyway, except without hyperventilating and having breakdowns when nobody is about.
I'm also in denial about what life after uni brings. Because there's no need to think about it now.
In other news, I got an album sampler of the second Cleopatra album. It's all kinds of amazing. Almost - dare I say it - better than Destiny's child. I'd honestly say that it's on a par with the "survivor" album.
In other news, I turned 22, went to Oslo this weekend, handed in my hard leather bound and extremely sexy project, went out last night from 4 till 10, went to the curry buffet place on argly street and got all you can eat curry for £5.00 which is no bad thing. I'm also in a normal sleep pattern, up before 830 every day. Although I don't actually make it to the library until ten, but that will change.
I'm incredibly aware that this next month might prove a bit too much for me and I might do myself some damage.
It's all going to be fine.
I'm sorry I haven't written in a while.
I've been living in a delicious state of denial. Delicious because at the moment the denial strategy is working. Of course, it won't work forever.
My first exam is April 15th. I'm avoiding thinking about it. I know that it's looming but I refuse to contemplate just how far away April 15th is. So I've been spending all my time in the library drawing up lovely coloured notes with my scented pens. I'm relishing the focus because I'm loving what I'm studying, all because I'm in denial about what the whole exam process will involve.
So instead I just read a lot and write a lot of notes. It's exactly what I'd be doing anyway, except without hyperventilating and having breakdowns when nobody is about.
I'm also in denial about what life after uni brings. Because there's no need to think about it now.
In other news, I got an album sampler of the second Cleopatra album. It's all kinds of amazing. Almost - dare I say it - better than Destiny's child. I'd honestly say that it's on a par with the "survivor" album.
In other news, I turned 22, went to Oslo this weekend, handed in my hard leather bound and extremely sexy project, went out last night from 4 till 10, went to the curry buffet place on argly street and got all you can eat curry for £5.00 which is no bad thing. I'm also in a normal sleep pattern, up before 830 every day. Although I don't actually make it to the library until ten, but that will change.
I'm incredibly aware that this next month might prove a bit too much for me and I might do myself some damage.
It's all going to be fine.