a sense of recovery overdone

Sep 19, 2006 16:19

The following are just random thought as i type and all actions are real and the subjects are not non-fiction

from what i can see

a lot has changed

i am not happy where i am

i have no real friends that are tangable (i think thas how ya spell it)

i missed out on major things that make me happy such as friends and a career

people around me just make he mad

i guess that i am really crazy lol

not really

just joshin

from what i can make up i miss my 612 family

i have only been there for only 3 years or so but it really made a difference

and i have experienced a lot that i cannot experience here in boring ass milwaukee i thought that i needed milwaukee and i thought that i was homesick but i was deprived.

this gig that i got for a coaching job as a cheeleader coach is ok but they have some limits that make me go ugh! schooling was put on hold because of money issues as far as financial aide (got audited) and books are on hold

I am finally a manager with respect in MC donalds but it sucks so i think i will find another job else where

I got a job at Abercrombie and Fitch how the hell that happened i don't kno!!!??/ lol but its fun and too many gay boys around for me and i find myself more masculine than them so hey DM3 lol no more chyniquwwah for you. lol

I think that i will apply to a college in Minneapolis or st paul for the spring semester

But the problem is that i will have to find an apartment soon before it gets cold or maybe i can get some old friends that will wanna live with an old friend???...:D

I have a boyfriend but it is a wierd relationship tho me and him only see one another on the weekends and maybe every other but thank gawd that we have long distance included other wise we will have a high ass bill every month.

Oh his name is brandon (and no he is not black) hes white just how i like them.

Emily is such a wonderful ass photographer and i applaude you boo!!! and i miss you and what ever happened between us I appologize because you understood me when i needed to talk to you about a certain someone and you gave me advice also that i still take to heart all that shit was a year ago and i just cannot believe all that was said and crap. you are the raw and uncut of a friend and overall i miss you damn gurl we havent talked for a fricken year!!

Joy  I am so proud that you are in college and you are away from the brady bunch crew ( not jaggin on the family) but you kno what i mean.  I really thought that they were gonna ship yo ass off to someplace where no one would see you but st paul is kool...And finally you got a myspace !!!!..lol well i kno you had it for a while but you never told me i had to find out my self.

Todd Ya kno how i feel about you and that last psss thing about me i don't understand but you will wxplain to me more later.  I miss you and the whole reason i would come back would be because of you...Because of you (Damn i feel like kelly Clarkson lol) Because of you i have experienced soooo much and done so much you have helped me in ways that no one can ever ask for and you probably don't think that but yea you do and you did.  our friendship should not end it still should grow and become stronger and not just us me and all of the friends that we shared...

well my time on this computer is limited and i need to get going please all keep in touch with me for who knows i will be up there in like no time...

luv always MQ

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