Here is my heart now take it!
so ya david hates me for the fact that he thinks that I am kissing his mother's ass!!!! FUCK that...I have a bad situation for living with my mother and shit and TODD wanted me to stay with him instead of me goin into a shelter and at least getting an apartment on my own....so i agreeded to stay there with him and his mom and polly..... so now i have violated lots and i mean lots of rules that tiff wanted me to obide by due to TODD....yeah i did it for my friend and i would do it for whoever but a person can only do so much that when u sneak around and expect you friend to help u out they cannot lie for u otherwise u are calling them LOONEY".....i tried my best to help but shit TODD u fucked up!! so when you mom asked me to do wotever for her and told me distinctly not to let it happen i a KISSING HER ASS?????.....but when i break the rules and do for u i am KISSING YOUR ASS....just seems that i cannot win in any situation.... I will not try and win nobody's friendship and i personally do not care wot ppl think of me and shit....i have had david's back since day one and if yall think that i'm the one in the wrong then to hell with yall....i personally do not care so wotever... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so heres wot really happened..... when david got grounded he started to see JK behind his mom's back i had his back and lied for him and made a cush for no drama...he got a new cellphone and still i said shit....he always talked of moving with others but hey the sole purpose of me moving with him was that he wanted me there and did not want me to go to a shelter...i thought that i talked some sense into him and ya i thought wrong... so we talked one nite and he asks if i'm going to be home at a certain time and i guessed that he wanted to have JK over and i told him not to be stupid and get caught...now remember ppl i still got his back...once again i thought that he listened to me so ya i come in from CHEERLEADING and he looks like hes been crying and he says that nothing is wrong ans i jsut blow it off and stuff so then i come in the room once more and he looks like that damn pokemon eve with the big ass eyes and shit and i ask again...wots wrong...he says nothing...and he keeps on looking at the closet and i look at it and i'm kidding with him "IS JK in the closet" and he says nope and keeps on looking at the closet and stuff and so i just leave a gain...so then finally i go int he room once more and i'm like WOT THE HELL is in the closet!?!?!...and he finally admits that its JK and he pops out... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so anyway time goes by and he tries to sneak JK out the door and his mom sees him leave....we all on the patio talking about my mom and stuff...i play it off and stuff and so they wait to see if TODD comes in and he does and he is fustrated with getting him out but ya....polly spots JK in the garage when she firsts comes out the door...ya so BUSTED!!!!! then his mom sees him at the garage door coz of his cell phone's light and a car comes in the driveway and she sees him dart into the garage...lol BUSTED again...and polly is txting josh and stuff and all this shit is happening and finally TODD gets busted i am in the process of trying to redeem him by his mother but shes all content with her decision... crying anger and shit is all going on.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TODD u should get back and u and JK need to atleast appologize because even tho u got caught u should appologize...your mom is going into surgery soon and you sister says that u are stupid!...but wotever u think is kool and i do not appreciate that u said that i was kissing you momma's ASS coz that ain't kool coz wot??u the victim??? oh wot ever! U have a lot going for u...i have said this so sos os many damn times!!! you get wot ever it is that u want when u want it and u just wanna let it go like that?...well hey you;re stupid...if u thnk that the grass is going to be greener on the other side by living with other friends and shit...then so be it...but i still and there for u and i aint kissin no ass this is too too long and stuff so i will write later once i reflect later