Heart Broken
I just finished talking to the man I thought would make me happy and I cannot handle this.He says he still cares about me and that he still has feelings for me but that right now he couldnt be in a relationdhip and that he didnt have ne thing to 'offer' me.He had stopped calling me because of this.....he should've had just talked to me about it instead of just acting like nothing has happened and it wouldnt hurt as much cause i honestly feel like he used me and played with my feelings....he says he didnt do any of this things and i dont know what to do.I thought he was different but he turned out to be one of the other ones...I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED...i knew it was too good to be true.This makes me not want to fall for ne body again cause look what happens when u do fall in love or fall for someone strongly.I got hurt once again.Why does this have to happen.I dont want to be mad at him I care about him so much.I wish it was all a dream but its reality and I have to face it.I just hope that someday GOD would send me someone that wont play games and really love me and be for real.I like this guy so much that I even got to love him!!Now I need to move on once again...when is all of this pain going to end??!!!!