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is any one getting a 4.0 g.p.a.? seriously, i hate cat(6th college english), and i don't like my t.a. because she doesn't care about my grade, and her comments don't help me at all....awww..i miss mrs. lertzman..in her class, my writing skills improved so much...like from a score of 4 to 7, and you know she grades hard... or..maybe it's because i didn't try at all in cat. cat is just boring and confusing. i finish my essays on the due date...like a min before the deadline..that's really bad. i mean, everyone says it's hard, and not many people get a's in that class..but..i really need a b at least..i think i might get a c if i get a c on the final. it sucks...i've never got a c in english.......that's going to hurt me a lot...i mean, all the things i heard from a representative from usc pharmacy grad school, i think i really should do well in non-major courses....i mean, i'm doing fairly well in math and chem because that's what i'm interested in... i don't know..it was different in lertzman's class..english came to me as a fun subject..but now... i hate it w/ passion. i hate writing essays...actually, i hate doing hw, period! maybe, that's why i like science/math classes because they don't collect homework, so i can actually get a's unlike the science/math classese in high school. to be honest, i didn't even know it was mandatory to take cat in fall quarter until i went to orientation which was like the day before school started. what's up with the cat program? i mean, look at revelle and other colleges...they don't have to take writing courses until winter quarter...i hope i get an a or like an a minus to at least get a b or b minus in cat...haha..we are supposed to be able to paraphrase a 380-page reader and make connections in an essay."a short essay" supposedly... seriously, if cat messes up my g.p.a., then i'm going to cry...but then i don't know..grades aren't everything...and i still have two more cat courses to take...joy....unfortunately, i have to take two sections next quarter because it's worth 6 units. i dont' know what happened to me..i used to like writing essays...but thanks to my professor and t.a...i don't like it anymore..thanks for taking away my joy of writing.. oh, and not only do i have to take two more cat courses, i have to take two practicum classes in upper division..haha..isn't that just great? one of the 6th college upperclassmen told me that all the projects and stuff will look good on my application, but i'm going into pharmacy or chemical engineering...would they care? and....if i do badly, it would rather hinder....i don't know..it's only my first quarter in college..so..i really shouldn't freak about the c i got on my paper today...my friend told me when he told his t.a. that he worked hard, she changed his grade from a c to a b...but..my t.a. didn't even give a chance to talk to her about it...i was like......o~kay..and i think some girls in my group for a project don't like me or something for no reason...i just get that feeling from them..but i don't know... that's why i like hanging out w/ guys....i want to avoid drama as much as possible. i fervently hope i got an a on my project and paper. i really worked hard on it for the first time...i stayed up until 5 for the first time in my life... but i won't find it out until the finals are over...so....phew..i would be really satisfied with a b in cat.