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I'm really sorry to everyone. I thought It would be different here, but I find I'm doing the same thing over here as I did in Canada. All I do is work work work work. I'm tired of fucking work. But I have to work to pay for my life. I haven't bought something for myself in a long time. Which is good, but I miss my friends,so so so much. I miss you, Becca, and Dawn and just being able to be care free. I wish I could afford a car, I wish I could afford to take a day off work to come see you. I don't want to waste my youth working, yes that sounds stupid, but hell I'm young and I want to be careless and selfish.This fucking sucks but I can't stop, and when I start school? How am I going to make time for anyone else then??? As sooooon as I can, I mean as soon as possible, I will come see you both. I fucking tired of missing out on being a teenager.