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I should have more important things to say, but I don't. All I want to talk about is how freaking sex upped I feel right now. It's killing me, all I want to do is have sex. Sex sex sex sex sex sex sex...Sigh...Well it would be nice to "make love." Anyway there's nothing I can do right now about it. I booked my ticket for Florida for October the 14th. Hurray!! I need to make all these feelings of anxiety to go away.I'm excited to return to Florida but I'll miss Montreal so much, I can't even think about it too much because my heart just sinks. Will I ever be able to feel this way about Florida? I hope so. I just can't comprehend what life will be like after I lose my routine that I've had for 8 months now. The same work schedule, the same friends, the same bar every friday. I know change is good, but what if I like my routine? I'm moved around so much of my life and I just want to be stable. I finally feel a real connection to a place and the people here, and now I'm leaving again. I know it's for the best, I understand that, but why does it hurt so much and when am I going to feel satisfied again?