deserves another post?
a friend, i have been getting closer to him that most of my other friends in the past month, we had connected (i thought) in a totally different way. i thought i could talk to him about how i feel and shit, why i havent gotten a job again and everything. truns out i cant.
i said i was bored doing the same shit all the time, he takes this as me thinking they are boring. i explained that i ment in general.
then i email him about something we had been talking about (after not talking for a few days) and he just tells me he doesnt care anymore. turns out HE'S mad becaus I feel HELPLESS and because i think they are boring. so he wont tlak to me.
this email doestn deserve a reply, i figure, becaus eit is so stupid and wrong. so he never replyed. i was trying to forget about him because he is being an ass, he is holding me against myself. he is mad at me for how i am feeling. thats total fucking bullshit.
so now he finds out that i am possible moving away and he's saying that no matter how mad he is a mean a lot to him. EXCUSE ME, what the fuck does he have to be mad about??? I AM THE FUCKING 'HELPLESS' FEELING ONE, I AM the fucking depressed idiot, what the fuck does he have to be upset about.
fucking bullshit. the last thing i need is people i thought i could talk to to be mad at me for how i feel about myself.
FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!
i want to write a very angry email
should i, i dont know.
i wont help
probably
i'm fucking pissed.
i said i was bored doing the same shit all the time, he takes this as me thinking they are boring. i explained that i ment in general.
then i email him about something we had been talking about (after not talking for a few days) and he just tells me he doesnt care anymore. turns out HE'S mad becaus I feel HELPLESS and because i think they are boring. so he wont tlak to me.
this email doestn deserve a reply, i figure, becaus eit is so stupid and wrong. so he never replyed. i was trying to forget about him because he is being an ass, he is holding me against myself. he is mad at me for how i am feeling. thats total fucking bullshit.
so now he finds out that i am possible moving away and he's saying that no matter how mad he is a mean a lot to him. EXCUSE ME, what the fuck does he have to be mad about??? I AM THE FUCKING 'HELPLESS' FEELING ONE, I AM the fucking depressed idiot, what the fuck does he have to be upset about.
fucking bullshit. the last thing i need is people i thought i could talk to to be mad at me for how i feel about myself.
FUCKING BULLSHIT!!!!!!
i want to write a very angry email
should i, i dont know.
i wont help
probably
i'm fucking pissed.