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I really hate myself for not running on cross country this year.
I keep telling myself that it wouldn't have been a good idea, because of the fact that each morning I woke up and barfed before going to school for whatever reason due to a stupid stomach.
And now it's too late. Maybe I'll try to run on my own.
It's not the same though.
...I'm really depressed about this. To the point that I'm surprised I have tears in my eyes.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I keep telling myself that it wouldn't have been a good idea, because of the fact that each morning I woke up and barfed before going to school for whatever reason due to a stupid stomach.
And now it's too late. Maybe I'll try to run on my own.
It's not the same though.
...I'm really depressed about this. To the point that I'm surprised I have tears in my eyes.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.