Everyone's got to face down the demons
I’m on the verge of graduation. I'm supposed to have four years' worth of relevant knowledge and expertise in me right now, at this point in time. I'm supposed to feel poised and ready to seize the world. So why do I feel like a blank slate as far as everything is concerned? I feel like for every one step forward, I'm taking at least half a step back. I still don't know what to do with myself.