i want someone to hang around with, someone to lay around in bed with all day and listen to stupid music with and cuddle with. i want someone who will bitch at me to clean up the house and kiss away my tears and take pictures with and drink crappy coffee with at two in the morning. i want to live in a place with big windows and a big bed and a big ( Read more... )

anxious. impatient. scared.
I look up and see him. blink and he's gone.
I have so much hatred for this vessel I abide in. it's caused me so much pain.
there are days I think of taking a knife to these pieces of her. I hate her.
when her name is called I want to scream. to shatter her pretty face. to rip her pretty clothes to shreds.
I smoke and ( Read more... )