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I wish there was time enough to sort myself out.
My job has doubled the workload, moved my location and kept my salary the damn same.
Before this even went down, I began experiencing really odd and scary physical symptoms like strained breathing, tight chest, constricted throat, hard to swallow hard to breathe, racing heart that will not stop.
The doc tested my heart, chest, oxygen levels and said: it sounds like panic.
But I've had panic before and it's never been this bad. Panic attacks usually don't feel like this.
I am breaking. Trying not to show it or dwell on it, but I am breaking. And I don't have time to work on a solution.
I need enough strength to fight for my own sanity and health. I don't have it.
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