He's right...
So a friend sent this to me through aim... and he made me realize a few things...
"This is a very difficult conversation to have by aim. The particular circumstance isn't important. This isn't an unusual spot for you to be in. So it is systemic. The underlying way of being isn't working. And that means you are swinging in the wind, honoring your feelings instead of your word and lack a fundamental commitment to some purpose greater than the moment. This would be the natural state of humanity, but it isn't fulfilling or alive with joy and happiness."
I live life only in the moment, nothing more, nothing less. I don't really have a greater purpose then to just be... maybe this is why I am always tired, downtroden and depressed. Maybe I should find something to believe in. Maybe I should drink till I puke... that sounds good as well, but not as productive.
hmmm more contemplation will be needed.
oh yea
work sucked
blah blah blah
going to aarons for the free meal
seeing courtni today
possiably jessie
talked to people
had fun
blah blah blah
~
"This is a very difficult conversation to have by aim. The particular circumstance isn't important. This isn't an unusual spot for you to be in. So it is systemic. The underlying way of being isn't working. And that means you are swinging in the wind, honoring your feelings instead of your word and lack a fundamental commitment to some purpose greater than the moment. This would be the natural state of humanity, but it isn't fulfilling or alive with joy and happiness."
I live life only in the moment, nothing more, nothing less. I don't really have a greater purpose then to just be... maybe this is why I am always tired, downtroden and depressed. Maybe I should find something to believe in. Maybe I should drink till I puke... that sounds good as well, but not as productive.
hmmm more contemplation will be needed.
oh yea
work sucked
blah blah blah
going to aarons for the free meal
seeing courtni today
possiably jessie
talked to people
had fun
blah blah blah
~