WHY DO I DO THESE THINGS TO MYSELF?

[boredintexas]

So I haven't smoked all day (yes I haven't smoked all day on purpose), and I've been rather calm then other times when I've tried to quit. Then I log on my AIM, and the anger rises, people not understanding nor listening after they ask me a question, people assuming things that make me go "WTF mate?" I swear my head almost popped in 2 seconds. So I blocked a few people, then I blocked a few more just incase they wanted to say something on some ones behalf. Then i unblocked cause I knew I would forget about blocking them, then some day wonder why they don't IM me anymore.

Any ways so yea, almost punched my monitor... like the way I punched my rearview mirror... I still need to fix that thing.... oh well
~fin