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so, turns out, being dumped and sacked within a few weeks of each other, isn't all it's cracked up to be. i don't have any confidence left and i'm feeling alone and rejected. so i'm escaping to aber for a few days, then megz is coming to visit me.
i hate being the person who is destroyed by this, i wish i was stronger, hopefully aber will help me regain some confidence in myself and help to cheer me up a bit
lell - if you're around at all and fancy going for a coffee at any point, just drop me a bell, you have my number now right?
BUT any pity faces or hugs will probably make me cry. but i could do with hugs right now. and lots of them.
i swear, i'm going to try to get out of this 'victim' stage, it's not my colour...
but thank you so much to all the people who've been so lovely to me and i hope to be able to eat and sleep at some point soon...
i hate being the person who is destroyed by this, i wish i was stronger, hopefully aber will help me regain some confidence in myself and help to cheer me up a bit
lell - if you're around at all and fancy going for a coffee at any point, just drop me a bell, you have my number now right?
BUT any pity faces or hugs will probably make me cry. but i could do with hugs right now. and lots of them.
i swear, i'm going to try to get out of this 'victim' stage, it's not my colour...
but thank you so much to all the people who've been so lovely to me and i hope to be able to eat and sleep at some point soon...