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I'm so sick. I went to see the doctor. Which I'm terribly afraid of, so you know how awful I must be feeling.
I got perscribed two medications to take for the rest of my life.
I don't even take medication, ever.
& it is physically impossbile for me to swallow a pill.
Someone please come over and take care of me.
I feel helpless.
I'm not unhappy.
I'm quite content with a few best friends.
& most of the time I'm in an amazing mood.
But I need something new.
But I guess we always want what we don't have.
This summer is going to be wonderful.
I'm going to start taking pin-up pictures.
So, if anyone wants a pin-up done of them, just tell me.
I'm going to make more time for things that I love.
& this summer I'm going to do one new thing every day.
& I'm going to start having movie nights.
I found a lot of good bands, if anyone wants something new, I'll make them some mix CD's, just tell me.
Jillian, I've got your CD's done and I'll give them to you next time we work together.