i love my friggin friends.

Jun 23, 2004 22:38

today was the oddest day ever. i got up. and sat around all day.then people came home and i talked to kids. i went through major emo today. going and hanging out with friends is what takes my mind off of the things that hurt me. and when i dont... i start thinking about things that im getting over and i get an extreme rush of hurt. and i feel like dying. because i know i bug people. a lot. and im sorry if i ever bug anyone. kaley and i were talking about how i tell the problem but not how i feel about it. thats a thing with me... i feel like if i tell it then im being stupid, and every problem i have is stupid, and when i actually show emotion its usually big emotions like crying a lot. and i dont cry in front of people. so that just wouldnt work for me. so i was sitting there being emo and crying thinking maybe people didnt really care because i am very paranoid like that. when all of a sudden i get this IM.

Ape Dos Mil 72: look at me
Ape Dos Mil 72: I'm caysie
Ape Dos Mil 72: and I'm awesome

i dont think i mentioned how much I LOVE Jonathan Giralt<33333 He is an amazing kid. wow. I love him. I love him. I love him. Hes my BFFE. When you leave I will cry. Its the truth kiddo. I love you too much and I cant imagine life without you.

I talked to CHESKA!!!! OH MY HITLER! my best friend. jeeshers. I love her. She is absolutely amazing. awesome. everything.

Me and the Great Cassie are going on a date to the mall Saturday. I heart Cassie. She is awesome. :)





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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
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First date: i have never been on one
First kiss: first kiss that actually mattered.. brandt hackney
First break-up: again that actually mattered.. alex stoermer
First job: noneeee
First screen name: tierra123 hahaha i loved that one
First self purchased album: spice girls niggaaaa
First funeral: my brother
First pets: sashieeeeee my doggggggy
First piercing/tattoo: ears pierced when i was two but they closed up so i redid them last year
First enemy: umm.. eliana trinidad in 5th grade.
First big trip: driving from fl to mass. with my great grandmas ashes. wooooo what a trip
First play/musical/performance: chorus... plays all the fucking time
First musician you remember hearing in your house: buddy holly
Last good cry: kaley's a few weeks ago
Last library book checked out: hahahahaha i have some overdue.. up in seth's room is what it's called.
Last movie seen: dodgeball *pat pat* sssssssss!
Last beverage drank: rooooot beer
Last food consumed: i don't remember.. i don't eat much.
Last crush: well my current crush is a secret.. but my last one is.. jonathan campbell or pete
Last phone call: kaley
Last tv show watched: some pets show. really lame.
Last time showered: yesterday.. soon to be soon. haha
Last shoes worn: converseee
Last item bought: jolly rancher fruit chews
Last annoyance: my boy situation.. but it is better now
Last disappointment: same as above
Last soda drank: root beer
Last ice cream eaten: ice cream sandwich mayyybe
Last time wanting to die: a few days ago
Last time scolded: yesterday probably
Last shirt / blouse worn: my rising action shirt
Last website visited: livejournal

In the last 24 hours have you...
01. Cried: no ma'am
02. Bought something: yes
03. Gotten sick: i am sick
04. Sang: yes.. dashboard!
05. Eaten: maybe
06. Been kissed: noooope
07. Felt stupid: yes
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but u didn’t: yes
09. Met someone new: noope
10. Moved on: yes i suppose
11. Talked to an ex: nope
12. Missed an ex: nope
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes
14. Had a serious talk: yes
15. Missed someone: yes
16. Hugged someone: yes
17. Fought with your parents: probably
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yeah

Currents:
[ Current Clothes ] ones that i'm wearing
[ Current Mood ] good but bored
[ Current Music ] atreyu<33333333
[ Current Taste ] pizza
[ Current Make-up ] day old mascara
{Current Hair ] pink down
[ Current Annoyance ] everyone is at school
[ Current Smell ] pizza
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] hanging out with kaley, ally, dustin, jono, and reba
[ Current Desktop Picture ] none
[ Current Favorite Group ] atreyu and dashboard
[ Current CD in CD Player ] dashboard
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] the normal color they should be
[ Current Refreshment ] knowing my friends will be home soon so i can play with them!

Last:
[ Last person you hugged ] desi
[ Last person you called ] kaley
[ Last person that called you ] kaley
[ Last person you IMed ] courtney
[ Last person that IMed you ] reba!
[ Last person you emailed ] hahaha i never email people
[ Last person that emailed you ] i never check my email
[Last time you showered ] yesterday
[ Last time you talked to your crush or b.f/ g.f ] yesterday

______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: loser
[x] sex: femaleeee
[x] my first breath of air: october 14, 1989
[x] status: i dont have a status
[x] best friend: jono!!!

_______Rewind_______
[x] most memorable memory: probably after school on the last day
[x] worst?: some pete stuff
[x] first word uttered?: i think it was brother
[x] first best friend ever!?: amber sutherland ::shudders::

_______Love?_______
[x] love is: amazing and not just good amazing
[x] first love: pete aguilar
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: i think so
[x] love hurts: definitely
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: i think so
[x] are you in love right now?: yes
[x] how many times have you been in love?: 1

_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: humor, nice, sweet, and usually that all adds up to make a hot person
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: not at all
[x] what kinda hair style?: i dont care, i like messy hair though
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: anything unique or spontaneous
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: school haha or rebas.. theres usually new people there
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: oh no. i am definitely too white to holler at anyone.

_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: on me, medium... on guys, longer
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters
[x] play station or nintendo: super nintendo bitches
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: both

_______Lately_______
[x] how are you today?: bored but happy none the less
[x] what pants are you wearing right now?: ally pants! with holes!
[x] what shirt are you wearing right now?: rising action shirt
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment?: messy and pink
[x] what song are u listening to right now?: dilated by atreyu
[x] how is the weather right now?: hot
[x] last person you talked to on the phone?: kaley
[x] last dream you can remember?: haha last night.. a bunch of us were at mcdonalds, pete was talking about leaving and then layed across the table in my arms.. then he went to the play place and we all just sat there laughing
[x] who are you talking to right now?: nobody
[x] what time is it? 11:11 my clock says but its definitely wrong

_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: 1615
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: pink
[x] have you ever almost died?: yeah i'm pretty sure
[x] have u ever won any special award?: yes! the silence is golden award!!!, and the dreamer and doer award in elementary
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done?: hahahhahahahaha that's a daily occurence
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: however many come haha
[x] son's name?: zander reid
[x] daughter's name?: riley
[x] shampoo?: herbal essences
[x] what are you most scared of?: loneliness
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: 4
[x] do you have your own TV?: yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: nooooope
[x] who do you dream about?: anything and everything.. proof.. i dreamed a movie hahaha
[x] who do you tell your dreams to?: anyone who will listen
[x] is cheerleading a sport?: yeah sure
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: 33.

_______You And Love_______
[x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: no
[x] where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: fun place
[x] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: umm.. their all together look
[x] do you find yourself attractive?: definitely not.
[x] do others find you attractive?: i don't know.. i hope not. thats gross.

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