Jan 14, 2004 13:45
Exams!! so boring, yet short days!! wahoo!! i can't wait till tomorrow...last day for them then no skool friday. I GET MY TEMPS ON FRIDAY (hopefully)!! finally! my mom is letting me grow up..i was suppose to get them in june, but no!! they wanted me to get off my medicine..which was a bad idea! i had a seizure!! eerrff!!i hate my life!! i wish i would never would have these, i hate being on medicine! Every since winter formal when i had a small seizure my speech isn't that great...now i really have to think hard at what i am goin to say! and its a pain in da neck! sometimes i cry myself to sleep thinking why did this happen to me and why does it have to be me. This sucks majorly! no one knows how it feels..well maybe someone else in da world, but i also think to myself, i am lucky i don't have cancer, but that might be next, who knows.
I HATE BEING SINGLE!!!! yeah, i wonder if my mom changed her mind bout the whole boyfriend and gymnastics thing. i hope so, she hasn't said anything bout it. But if i ask bout something she'll blow up in my face! EERRFF!! just thinking bout haveing a boyfriend would be like so kool, and so much better and how i am would make it better. i dunno what to do with myself anymore. I am so glad i can depend on my friends!! especially julie!!! i would be gone without her, i would be goin nuts.
I know i don't show how much everyone means too me!! and i am sorry!! you all mean the world to me. I mean i dunno.
I had a meet a couple of days ago!! it went ok, but dominique moceanu was there. and i got her autograph!! i felt like i was really lucky!! there is nothing like a good complement from an olympic gold meadlist!! It means soo much to me. I wish that we had someone like that hosting one of our meet.
OMG!! next weekend will be so much fun!! People from gymnastics will be goin to Whittenberg Collage to put on a half time show for there basketball team!! i can't wait!! i will be with Courtney!! man she's a blast!! we are gonna pig out on da way up there!!
Soon me a julie will be running after skool every day to get in shape for track!! I am srry i am dragging u into this!! but i really wanna try somethin. and no one will be there!! and i would love u forever!! Can't wait till i run!! time to loose some weight i packed on during da winter!! HAHA!!! i know ppl say i am not fat! well i feel like i am a bit bigger then i was before! and i liked how i was before!! anywhoo...i hope i don't break any bones!!!
I wish i wasn't like this!! I like someone some ppl know who it is, if not just ask me tomorrow or i might tell ya know. i think i will, its.........................
GOT YA!! I AIN'T TELLING!! B/C I DON'T KNOW IF I REALLY LIKE THIS PERSON!! HAHA