Jul 08, 2003 14:10
Ok right now i am really really cold!! I am still wet from summer gym and the air conditioing is really cold!! my lips are turing purple!! but oh well....no one in here will listen to me..and if they do they wont do anything!! I hate being at my aunts!! i feel like a two year old!! I mean i can't use the phone b/c someone is on it or they are waiting for and important call!! i guess i am like dust to them!! The computer is like where i am all the time!! plus when i am at my aunts its like i am like not suppose to do anything.... besides babysit!! My mom treats me like she doesn't want me to do anything!! when i at my aunts i can't do anything!! b/c i have to babysit!! My mom wont let me stay home alone yet!! its crazy!! she just wont let me and i dunno why!! She still wont let me get my temps!! b/c she is being such a bitch!!! i can't stand it!! she wont listen to me!! and i hate it!!! ahhhhhh!!! i swear i am bout to explode!! so u better watch out!! She akways turn our disscuions into a fight!!! i am not the one that does it!! and its starting to piss me off!! She had this fight when she was this age!! and yet i ask her why does she wanna repeat it!!! i am ready! i have been "studying" But no!!!!!!! I was suppose to get these like 2 weeks ago!! but of course my mom isn't cool or acting cool bout this!! and its making me mad!! well i gtg!! so i can go punch something!! and yeah!!!