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Today was a very eventful day!! it was just dandy...not! i seriously think that some ppl got screwed over for being section leader! Congrats to all who made it! but seriously i think some ppl got screwed! but i have no say in anything it was up to B & G!! blah!!! eerrff!! Its crammin time for the exsams! wee hoo!! Tonight was the awards banquet for the track team! woot woot! got my varsity letter! wahoo! very proud of myself! I am gonna miss every senior gurl on my team! and elina b/c she is goin back to japan! gawd its been a long ass day! ahh! i hate thinking! especially when ur thinkin about how many other ppl have boyfriends and u think about the one u like and u can't believe u let the one person u want go! and its starting to really hit u! and u are goin nuts and u him back! ugh! i hate this feeling!! i really do! and espcially when they are with someone else or is kinda with someone....and u did it to them last year, so now u are feeling how they felt! gawd!! my life sucks!! umm.... Congrats to all the seniors who just graduated! i will miss everyone!! u guys need to stop by sometime or do something with me this summa! umm....i can't wait till the summa....2ish more days of skool left! and then when i go back to skool i will be a senior! woot woot! i hope i pass all my exsams! if not that wont be good!!! not good at all! um....i hope julie can figure out what her and taylor are.....it be cool to get to meet him! and to meet his friend james! u neva know! ;)Be the section leader, be the mouth for charles! ;)! umm.....susie spend as much time with jeff as u can babe! summa its that long!! make sure u have fun! Trust me, next year u will get section leader!! as long as u do another interveiw! but for now i know its gonna be hard to accept that u didn't get it! but u can make it threw!! trust me...i have a feeling i will need ur help! and i will put in a good word for u next year! But just relax for now! ICE CREAM fixes almost everything! umm...Tiff i hope that u can return to gymnastics if not i will cry my eyeballs out!! but i have a secret that u don't know! tee hee!! Lauren next year u will be all good in getting section leader! Tracey don't hurt urself rolling down da hill! tee hee! oh wait that was me and tiff! well still roll down the hill STRAIGHT!!! not crooked!! ahh i wish i was in a good mood! b/c i want a flippin bf! i want to have someone to hold me and someone i can talk to them about anything! and someone to make me smile and laugh and is nice and someone who wont screw me over! and i just need someone to be there for me! ahhhh!!!!!!!! :'( which i probly wont get but hey....its me! i am always the person who gets screwed over!!

~i had someone special but i let them go! it was probly my worst thing yet. i regret not trying to get u back. now i sit here all alone, wishing for u back~ eerrff!!!

HAPPY B-DAY MARY!~ tomorrow...but i have to put it in there! sorry i didn't get u anything...but i have brownies!! tee hee!