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Wow.
Today has shown me new levels of boredom, the likes of which I didn’t know existed…until now.
As my manager hates me, she has given the new guy all the case building to do, and he just passes the files on to me for the systems he doesn’t have access too. This means that ALL I do is press print. Over and over and over again. I think I’m starting to get RSI in my right hand from this, and my brain is currently reducing to the consistency of cottage cheese. I’m past giving a crap about this job though, so I’m not putting in a great deal of effort any more ;) I also feel quite ill and crappy, which isn’t helping my mood any.
Luke is leaving tomorrow…not really sure how I feel about this. Part of me is relived, part of me is sad (quite a large part) and part of me is just trying not to think about it. He hasn’t spoken to me since his drunken rage on Friday, and I don’t know if he’s pissed off with me, embarrassed or what. A massive chunk of his stuff is still in my room, so he’s got to speak to me at some point. He’s been such a large part of my life for so long, letting him go is scary…although I know that it marks the start of a new chapter in my life, along with my new job.
The thought of going out Saturday is keeping me going. I am determined to have a good time and dance until my feet fall off :)