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[bored_and_crazy]

man...ugh. this school year just sucks so damn horribly. i hate it. i wish that time could erase itself back to last year(erm b4 10th grade started) the day i went to myrtle beach with kayla. and things change. lots of things change. damn time for not being able to rewind itself. today has sucked. i feel like shit. i've been hurting in lots of places today. such as my brain(head. whatever) and side and leg and finger(from when i yet again cut it open with one of my pins in the same spot. yea. ouchies) and stomach. oh well whatever. grr...i hate my stupid classes. kayler's going to ohio tomorrow. i wish i were going too. i need to stop zoning out so much. i have lots of crap to get caught up with. mrs. thompson was mad today cause nobody gave a shit about learning. i kept almost falling asleep. i be so tired so i must go to bed super early tonight. on the second weekend of september i have to work with david's creepy ex-business partner. i mean he's the molester type creepy. i really hate him and i suppose i shouldn't b/c i don't really know him but something about him disturbs me lots. i'm gonna try to see if ashley could work instead cause that's what was originally planned. but he's already asked creepy dude so i don't know. umm yesterday i got to go lots of places. i got some movies and cds. (i finally got my own copy of south park! yay! no more getting other ppls copies!) without music and rpgs i'd be insane. and these damn dogs are about to drive me insane. they keep barking. i hate dogs. get that? : I HATE DOOOOOOOOOOGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! and i also hate lots of ppl. but i can't seem to think of any of their names. lol. yeah brilliant me. but it doesn't matter. nopers. i dyed my hair black again. but i think i'm gonna keep it dark brown after this. yupers. and none of this is important. course nothing i ever say is so whatever. i watched ice princess and the princess diary 2 for the first time today and last night and i must say i'm disappointed. anyways...i'm about to fall asleep so i need to go make some coffee and do my homework. ciao me lovelies.

<3 squeaky

i can't wait to play shadow hearts again! at the moment i would rather play this than anything else. i miss the characters as wierd as that may sound.

edit 7:32p.m. - i just remembered another of my passwords! just one left then i will have remembered them all. ya know what. if i could just get up and walk away(out of this state) without having to worry about anything i would totally do it. *sigh* alas there is the thing of having to have money to survive.