Aug 13, 2005 16:02
i find it amusing how a person can say that some1 is a fucking jerk and how they don't like them and stuff and then a second later what do they do? they go hang out with them. talk to them. want to be around them 24/7 while still saying that they hate them. is this a form of hypocrisy? i would think it is.
today has sucked. it was hot as hell at work. turns out the reason kayla can't go is cause her dad won't let her. i called her and her mom's supposed to call her to tell her to call me or whatever but that was forever ago so i guess she didn't. i'm so fucking bored. from now on i'm not gonna try to go out and have fun. it never happens.
i wish jenn would move back. she's the only one i ever got to hang out with.
from now on i'm gonna try to actually concentrate(sp?) on school and shit. i made a 0 on a quiz in ap history yesterday and that was the first grade. i'm already fucked.
that dude that liked me from the jockey lot was ergly. it seems that i can never have a cute guy like me. except at the beginning of last school year but yeah. stupid me fucks up everything when it comes to cute guys. so now i only get ugly ones. that sounds kinda mean. oh well i don't give a fuck.
this dude in photography yesterday was pissing me off so goddamn much. i wish i coulda fucking punched him.
the dude that works at the jockey lot that was awesome wasn't there today. and someone new was there so she probably replaced him damn her.
the dude i like from school i found out earlier this week has a girlfriend. it's just as well.
i'm gonna actually start saving up money now. i can't fucking wait to leave.
i'm so fucking tired of some of the fucking ppl i hang out with.
i'm gonna fucking go and be even more fucking bored now.