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very suddenly i feel like my heart might explode, im so overcome and overwhelmed by and with emotion and im not sure why. the herb and the book seem to have set it off, but its not about that. im so fucking in love with him. i think it just hit that part that squeezes the shit out of my heart and brings it very near the end and then kicks it back into being, faster and faster until i KNOW with everything i ever was and will be that its real, that its So real, that this love is amazing