Update
Checked the wisdom tooth yesterday. There's nothing wrong with it. It's not close to annoying anything. I was at the dentist (I obviously survived u.u;) and she comfirmed that whatever is wrong, has nothing to do with my wisdom teeth or my teeth in general. I need to get some repair done on a tooth and that's it.
So, I went back to the doctor today, spoke with a nice lady. Explained that he didn't understand me - seeing he doesn't speak swedish very well. It matters to me that a doctor understands, fully, what I'm trying to say. He speaks "doctor" fluently and that's it. I will get another appointment - with another doctor - on monday. It's a start, anyway.
I'm still dizzy at times. My ear/jaw is aching so bad I slept through all day and I haven't eaten anything because I couldn't think. So I slept instead. Painkillers aren't helping. It pisses me off because I'm falling behind NaNo-schedule. And my priorities are stupid, I know, but... I write when angry, sad, horny, happy - it's who I am. I write, therefore I am. When I can't write I feel like I'm made half a person. ;_;
Anyway. The nurse gave my my papers today and yeah, I'll be home the whole of next week. At least that gives me time to /try/ to write. Also to meet other doctors. I want this slag overwith because I'm going to bb next week and I want to be good. I want to be okay, so I can snuggle bb and just concentrate on things sweet rather than my stupid ear.
Sorry for venting and whining. I just... Ugh. I just want to be okay now. ):
So, I went back to the doctor today, spoke with a nice lady. Explained that he didn't understand me - seeing he doesn't speak swedish very well. It matters to me that a doctor understands, fully, what I'm trying to say. He speaks "doctor" fluently and that's it. I will get another appointment - with another doctor - on monday. It's a start, anyway.
I'm still dizzy at times. My ear/jaw is aching so bad I slept through all day and I haven't eaten anything because I couldn't think. So I slept instead. Painkillers aren't helping. It pisses me off because I'm falling behind NaNo-schedule. And my priorities are stupid, I know, but... I write when angry, sad, horny, happy - it's who I am. I write, therefore I am. When I can't write I feel like I'm made half a person. ;_;
Anyway. The nurse gave my my papers today and yeah, I'll be home the whole of next week. At least that gives me time to /try/ to write. Also to meet other doctors. I want this slag overwith because I'm going to bb next week and I want to be good. I want to be okay, so I can snuggle bb and just concentrate on things sweet rather than my stupid ear.
Sorry for venting and whining. I just... Ugh. I just want to be okay now. ):