AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
it took me so long!..
..how long have i been sleeping?
SLEEPWALKING.thatswhatitis.shit i just had another realization. if i got into it, id never get through it all-basically- EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING! it makes sense, it finally makes extraordinary sense! it fits together so PERFECTLY, so subtly.. yet so obviously.. plays tricks on your mind. thats the game. its a fucking brainteaser, life.. you think its one thing, so play the game but realize you were trying to figure out how to figure out the game, instead of PLAYING it.. finally, to toss this detective hat back into the ocean.. for another fish to find. a fish called wanda.wicked, admiring the fairies. wishing i was one.nomore swimming, no more upstream, no more water up my nose, no more pain to the membrane.. finally, metamorphasis. yayy my wings, now i can fly-where i could only watch before..now i am free :]
no fear
finally awake.
come on my friends let's make for the hills
they say there's gold but I'm looking for thrills
you can get your hands on whatever we find
'cause I'm only coming along for the ride
well you go on your way
I'll go mine
I don't care if we get there on time
everybody's searching for something they say
I'll get my kicks on the way
over the mountains across the sea
who knows what will be waiting for me
I could sail forever to strange sounding names
faces of people and places don't change
all I have to do is just close my eyes
to see the sea gulls wheeling in the far distant skies
all I wanna to tell you all I wanna say
is count me in on the journey don't expect me to stay
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i LOVE my friends: you are my sunshine<3eternal,AMAZING. love. rich adventures lay just up ahead.. come along and go.. away with me.. ;]