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Since Friday, me & school haven't been getting along very well. I'm feeling pretty bad about it. Kinda wish I was more okay with the whole "I don't give a FUCK, I'm going to NECCO." deal, but whatever. Sucks that I know exactly what I want to do with my life. I've known for years. and I can't do it. At least not the way I wanted to. My sister's in her third year of college and still doesn't know what she wants to do. Good thing my dad cares as much about my future as he did hers. At least I'll have my boyfriend, friends, a car, money, a French class, my bed... and that's pretty much all I want. That's a lie, but what more do I need? Things will only get better. I can't be selfish. I'm still young.
Talking to my mom for hours yesterday made me realize things could be much worse. Anytime I've been in a car with her, as far as I can remember, we drove from at least 45 minutes to 9 hours or so. We had some of the best conversations. We haven't done that in a long, long time. I want to now. We'd have much more to talk about. It'd be good.
My sister's birthday was yesterday and I did nothing but eat her cake and say Happy Birthday online. After she was upset because I didn't care enough about her little fender bender. She must think I'm an amazing sister.
Those ten dollars certificates to Consumer Value Stores are better gifts than you think.
I'm probably going to steal a certain book of quotations from Triton's library.
I want more movie nights with smaller groups of people.
There's a candle on my desk and it dripped wax onto the glass, so I'm going to clean my whole room now.
Such a bad feeling when you update your journal for a good 15-20 minutes then realize you were sitting on your wet pant-leg the entire time because the snow's melting outside. and then you get pins and needles.
Talking to my mom for hours yesterday made me realize things could be much worse. Anytime I've been in a car with her, as far as I can remember, we drove from at least 45 minutes to 9 hours or so. We had some of the best conversations. We haven't done that in a long, long time. I want to now. We'd have much more to talk about. It'd be good.
My sister's birthday was yesterday and I did nothing but eat her cake and say Happy Birthday online. After she was upset because I didn't care enough about her little fender bender. She must think I'm an amazing sister.
Those ten dollars certificates to Consumer Value Stores are better gifts than you think.
I'm probably going to steal a certain book of quotations from Triton's library.
I want more movie nights with smaller groups of people.
There's a candle on my desk and it dripped wax onto the glass, so I'm going to clean my whole room now.
Such a bad feeling when you update your journal for a good 15-20 minutes then realize you were sitting on your wet pant-leg the entire time because the snow's melting outside. and then you get pins and needles.