Feb 09, 2005 02:50
hey fidel
hey james
i got good news
yeah james (expecting something good)
i'm on the waiting list to go to Iraq
and the good news?
that is the good news
wow ok.
well i just called to tell you that
um alright man
talk to you later
ok james bye
bye
how is that freakin good news? i pray to god that he doesnt go. i know its what he wants but i already worry for him being in germany. when he goes it iraq im gonna worry even more. if i lose james completely im done. i cant stand the idea of losing james. he is my own blood. i would be like losing danny or robert or ariana. i cant deal with it. now i have dreams of james being in iraq. they dont end good. i wish he would just come back. i need him here, even though i know he doesnt want to. as bad as it sounds james has to do with some of my depression. well i think ive said enough i hope to hear from some of my friends soon. we all should hang out.
f1dy