why

Sep 04, 2004 00:21

when i think things are going great, i find things out and or i assume things and i just get all depressed all of a sudden? i need to stop thinking pesstimesticly. shawnee means so much to me, but im afraid that im competing with someone. i dont want to say his name, but shawnee should know who im talking about "tiger" why does this have to happen. im in a relationship that im really happy in, and we've been together for almost 4 months, its the longest relationship i have ever been in. i thought she wants me around but i think she has someone else in mind for the school year. maybe someone she can see more then me. life's a sick joke.

Fidel
her cowboy?
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