Dec 01, 2008 23:48
I feel like I'm stuck in purgatory. I'm fighting for my life. I'm fighting to be freed from this hell that surrounds me. I'm being dragged down and away into the cracks of nothingness. I have so much to offer, I feel better than nothingness.
Everyday is a new mental and emotional battle. I want to get out. I want to move on. Why won't they let me?
They swarm my head until I can't sleep, and can't think, can't eat, and can't operate.
I've only ever wanted to get out of here. Far, far away.
This is no life for me. This is not meant for me.
I need help.
Help.