Jan 02, 2006 20:11
Somewhere in between the hussle and the bussle of the busy holidays...I lost it. My infamous holiday spirit. I must admit, I was prepared for a bit of busy, but this, this was just ridiculous! For the most part of Christmas it was spent sleeping in my bed, recovering from the stress of the store, late night get togethers, and a LOT of last minute shopping. None the less, Christmas was...well, Christmas was what it was at the Mitrovics residence.
I can sit here and use this time to remember and reflect my long December...but that's just so last year! haha (pun intended)
2006! I am absolutely wired. Julia's was amazing, and it was just the way I wanted to celebrate that timed-transition into January first. The music, people, liquer, and laughter was nothing short of a good omen for the new year to come. I've decided that I'm not making a New Years Resolution, only because I can never remember what it was when it's time to make a new one, and well.. if I didn't remember it, then I know I didn't accomplish it. So, for this year, I've decided to create a list of things that I want to do/get/make happen.
1. finish redecorating room
2. have a debut
3. getting a digi cam and video cam
4. getting a car
5. going to school during ALL of second semester
6. remain happy
7. read more!
8. workout, and try to maintain a healthy lifestyle (taking my iron pills)
9. spend more time with the people I love
10. spend less money
11. fix my guitar and play it!
12. remember that each day is it's own - carpe diem
13. stop procrasitnating!
14. remain calm, cool, and collected in every situation
15. re-inevent myself over, and over again, exploring all my possibilities
16. stop worrying about the future
2005 was great while it lasted, but I'm glad it's history.
Do I want a wedding....or a marriage?
Do I want to look good....or feel good?
Do I want a boyfriend....or a best friend?
Do I want pomp and circumstance....or something to remember?
Do I want to appear happy...or be happy?
Do I want to tolerate all that is imperfect about me...or cherish all that is different about me?
Do I want a religion...or faith?
Do I want something to brag about...or something to be humble about?
Do I want 50 some more years on this earth...or do I want a life?
And I tip my hat, and raise my glass to the year that's passed...
....I'll drink to that.