May 05, 2008 20:50
If you ask those that know me, I really hate changes in my life. Wether it is good or bad. I just do not like changes. How ever changes are coming, and I have to deal with them. As the way it goes these will be major changes in my life.
For those of you that don't know yet, I had an interview with RJ Corman Railroad in Lexington, Ky. Of course I don't think it was much of an interview. It was more of seeing why I left there almost 3 years ago. Then afterwards I was offered a job right then and there. I am getting a $1.50 more than what I was orginally paid. The attitudes seem different, and it appears to be a better working enviroment than the last time I was there. However with this new job, and to make it work, I am going to re-locate to central Kentucky. My goal is to find a place between Lexington and Cincinnati. So far it has been a real challenge. Only time will tell.
I really do like living in south west Ohio. I have been to other places in the states, and honestly I always saw myself staying in this area. However there are circumstances that make you re-evaluate your life and where you want to be. Right now there is now solid promise of getting a railroad related job around here any time soon. So I must go where I can find work. I really enjoy working in the railroad industry, and for the most part I don't see me doing anything else.
Other changes that will have to take place will be letting go of my brats (ferrets). I really don't want too, but I see no other choice. As I told a friend, they have been the one constant positive in my life. However the company is willing to put me up in company housing, and or a hotel during the work week till I find a place of my own. So in that time I can't have them with me, and my family can only look after them for a few weeks. Plus I don't think it will be fair to them not having me around, and they won't get a lot of time out of the cage when I am not there.. So I need to try and find them a loving home real soon.
Like I said I hate changes in my life. However also being afraid of changes is another reason why I think all my relationships have failed. I don't want to change or compromise at times. Even when I am in love with that person.
I know some friends talked about having a going away party for me. I am not sure if that will happen or not. I never thought I would be going away.
Oh well, only time will tell.