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Jan 02, 2005 12:49

2004. Where did it go? What happened?
2004. grown further away and yet have gone nowhere.
2004 held absolutely no significance to me.
It was a bit disappointiong, to sum it up.

So here i am. January second. Praying for adventure. Praying for significant changes in my life, something different, something to intruuge me. Some excitment.
Im moving on feburary second, to Portland, ME. Im really very excited about it. It could be good....it could be bad....but its definately going to be interesting...and something new. And right now...thats exactly what i need.
Ill be packing it up, bussing to the mall, and then to the bus station in rochester..and grabbing that one way ticket.
Hopefully 2005 will hold some positive things for me...but im tired of waiting around for it. So, this is where the adventure begins....
There is nothing left for me in this town. It get's lonlier with age. Maybe thats just my opinion, but thats how i feel. I mean, dont get me wrong. Victor is a nice, small, town... but i grew up here.
Lately, while alone, i have spent alot of time remeniscing about my youth. Remembering how "big" victor used to be. Everything was an adventure, and it seemed that there was alot do do, and everything was interesting. I would love to think that way, and live as a kid again, for just one day. That wont happen, though, and im left with this lonely reality. Ive grown up, and so have my friends (many of which have already moved on in life, leaving their homefront).
I gotta go, folks. This is it for me.
Well, im really not sure when i'll hit up my live journal account next. I dont write in it very often. Once a month maybe, or every other month....
But i wish everyone well...and a great 2005
Happy New Year Everyone
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