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Today i spoke with my mother.
I always enjoy talking to my mother, even more, now that i have moved out...
It's been about a year now since i moved out.....and about 4 months since i god married...
As i said before, i spoke with my mother today. Today, thought, alot of guilt and regret poured out...
I was never a good child, and i was never a good kid. I was selfish...caring about my immediate wants, and my friends only...
I grew up with alot of issues. Psychological issues. Attention Defacite, Obsessive Compulsive, Tourette Syndrome.... to name a few...
With the powers of these disorders combined, i was really messed up....
I feel i have grown from many of these of these things....which leads me to my guilt....
I have been having a difficult time, recently...
Thinking of everything...
However, im sure all will be alright. I have the love, and power of my family and friends.....which will smother, in time, all of the bull-shit...
I always enjoy talking to my mother, even more, now that i have moved out...
It's been about a year now since i moved out.....and about 4 months since i god married...
As i said before, i spoke with my mother today. Today, thought, alot of guilt and regret poured out...
I was never a good child, and i was never a good kid. I was selfish...caring about my immediate wants, and my friends only...
I grew up with alot of issues. Psychological issues. Attention Defacite, Obsessive Compulsive, Tourette Syndrome.... to name a few...
With the powers of these disorders combined, i was really messed up....
I feel i have grown from many of these of these things....which leads me to my guilt....
I have been having a difficult time, recently...
Thinking of everything...
However, im sure all will be alright. I have the love, and power of my family and friends.....which will smother, in time, all of the bull-shit...